End of an journey

Today, was my last day employed as a teacher. I am nervous that I will not be able to teach again, but as I think about those thoughts I hear my sister telling to have faith. God has a plan for me, all will be ok.. I wish I had her faith and patience. I am getting ready to change my life completely, I will no longer be the only person I am responsible for.. I leave to complete a process I began almost three years ago. I will be bringing home a boy (my son) whom I will be responsible for the rest of our lives. WOW! That is scary to bring him home to uncertainty and a house full of Labradors.. whom are my four legged kids.. I know.. who is ever ready to be a mom..

I have 2 more sleeps in this country before my journey begins.. I hope my head and stomach begin to feel better. A friend told me that I should be safe from rat fever. I was bitten about 10 days ago during my raid to exterminate the vermin from my washroom and yes, i was successful.. i wonder if i will grow a tail instead?

breathe

Fuzzy Chili

Wednesday night for some reason I went to the fridge to rummage around and found a container of chili. Sounds good eeh? well, not when it has fuzz on it, but that did not stop me. I scooped out a corner of the chili that did not have fuzz, added cheese and nuked it. I figured that the microwave would take care of anything that might cause some digestive problems. Not true, I spent the greater part of Thursday complaining about the fuzzy chili. So, my cyber friends do not eat fuzzy chili..

Just breathe

I finally decided to try this blogging thing. I heard it helps works out things out in your life. My life has been turned completely upside down and for reasons I am responsible for. I can not comment on the reasons now but have accepted the situation I am in now. Through this process I have learned what true friends are. I am blessed to have many people who pray for me and my family. I have found my humility and resiliency that often hide inside. I found that my sister is a source of strength, love, and positive advice. What I am still in search of is hope and faith that God has a plan for us all and this is part of his plan. I am searching for answers to my questions regarding my life. I know I know.. have faith and be patient.. take one day at a time and know that you can not change things that already are in the works. I read that serenity prayer daily just to get through the day until I leave to go pick up my son whom I have been keeping alive in my heart for almost 3 years. I believe he will give me a new purpose in life and answers will come that will be the best for him and I. well, i am going to try and finish a to do list of cleaning before i leave.. still breathing!